for anyone interested i just lost my other github account

this account's only public activity was in the x11libra project

no conflict

no nothing

just participation in discussion

this is incredible

apperently i was disrupting the experience

according to the official bit

Now I know my worth.. for sure.. and I have a level of freedom.. and risk I have never had before.. I must prevail. I must succeed. I must not allow any opposition to stand in my way because this time.. That IS the name of the game.

terrified excitement is a rare experience for me.. very rare.. heh